please.... slow me down... i need you to slow me down...

slow me down by emmy rossum


Rushing and racing
and running in circles
Moving so fast, I'm forgetting my purpose
Blur of the traffic is sending me spinning
Getting nowhere

My head and my heart are colliding, chaotic
Pace of the world
I just wish I could stop it
Try to appear like I've got it together
I'm falling apart

Save me
Somebody take my hand, and lead me
Slow me down
Don't let love pass me by
Just show me how
'Cause I'm ready to fall
Slow me down
Don't let me live a lie
Before my life flys by
I need you to slow me down

Sometimes I fear that I might dissapear
In the blur of fast forward I faulter again
Forgetting to breathe, I need to sleep
I'm getting nowhere

All that I've missed I see in the reflection
Passed me while I wasn't paying attention
Tired of rushing, racing and running
I'm falling apart

Tell me
Oh won't you take my hand and lead me
Slow me down
Don't let love pass me by
Just show me how
'Cause I'm ready to fall
Slow me down
Don't let me live a lie
Before my life flys by
I need you to slow me down

Just show me
I need you to slow me down

The noise of the world is getting me caught up
Chasing the clock and I wish I could stop it
Just need to breathe, somebody please
Slow me down

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lagi ngerasa rush hour banget,,,,

lagi butuh seseorang buat me'ngadem'kan diri sejenak,,,

seseorang untuk membagi kejadian-kejadian yang akhir2 ini terlalu bikin banyak mikir, bikin terlalu berusaha sampai di batas limit, berusaha sampe kecapekan.

sayangnya orang itu 'belum ada'.

sayangnya tangan yang kuharapkan bisa menopangku masih sebatas khayalanku aja.

dia masih belum bersedia, dia masih belum melihatku seperti caraku melihatnya, dia masih belum membutuhkanku seperti caraku membutuhkannya

aku nggak akan menunggu, tapi aku juga gak bisa meninggalkan dia,,, soalnya secara gak sadar dia udah jadi 'kebutuhan' penting buat aku...

so just let it be.... 

seringnya dia bikin aku ngerasa bimbang, kadang aku ngerasa penting buat dia, tapi kadang aku ngerasa dicuekin... perasaanku aja? atau memang .....  :(